My LoVe FoR U
~*~ Life's different... trying to view it in an optimistic way! ~*~
^_^ I REaChEd OuT My HaNds... WiLL AnYoNe HolD on To It TiGhT?? ^_^
"Wo Zhi Dao, ZoNg YoU Yi TiAn... HuI YoU ReN DoNg De ZhEn Xi~!"
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FaVoUrITe
Jay Chou!!! ~MuAcKs~
Families gathering at the floating platform, couples hugging each other watching fireworks, children enjoying themselves watching those fighter planes fly past their windows... Me? Can't help but wondering are men born to make women cry in pain? WHAT A TOPIC TO THINK ABOUT!? Hai! Totally CMI!! The only pH hols i have after 2 years in my nursing line & it makes me felt so alone...so depressed. Should have gone back to work... Money is the only thing that can make me feel secure now.. Promises, sweet talks seemed so distant.. nothing interest me now, i can afford to lose anything ... Come what may attitude! But i do admit.. i'm such a loser in love life! Arghz! I give up! Wanted this & that.. at the end? Neglected the basic needs to be happy! Can't recall when is the last time i can truly rely on someone to give me happiness. Giving in, making so much efforts = blogging here with such terrible thoughts in mind. Memories haunt me every nite.. True enough, time washes away pain but can it remove scars too? Ha! Do i really have to force myself to change into someone cold... just to seek happiness? Such despair thoughts Jennifer! Sleeping & escaping the reality of life is wad i could think of now... Leaving everything to fate, not bothering.. simple hack care! Pushing things too hrd can only make things worst ya? I've gotta let it go... leaving things just as it is.
