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Jay Chou!!! ~MuAcKs~
Saturday, March 15, 2008 It's been 4 days since i hv meet & spoken to my bf... Missing his smile, his dumb & lame expression when he trys to make me smile, the irritating side of him when he is hyperactive & can really be so irritating coz he just cant shut up for 1 min! We've been through so many tests... every obsticle was really hard to pass through. Will our tears & hardship lead us to a happily ever after? I believed, everything tat's happening to us are pre-designed...tat's fate! Everything's fair, when u want something, u hv to sacrifice another.
Through these yrs... i 've seen many ugly sides of human beings. Even in animals.. i've seen tortise climbing on each other's head just to stick it's head out of water to breathe. I'll nv forget that scene, suffocating it's own species for survival. Just like those ppl around us, back-stabbing each other, making life's real hard for those who are more soft-hearted. Tat's the real world... only the toughest survive! Sounds really harsh & cruel though... haha. It's ok..come wad may... i will take it... standing upright! I've heard a phrase from a fren... the only way to be "HAPPY", is to be "SATISFIED". A greedy person will nv hv any satisfaction in life & will miss out many wonderful things tat's happening ard... it's damn true! I just love this phrase!
Tat's all for today... gotta slp now. AM shift tml.. Nite ppl...nite dear!
[loved you`] at 11:26 PM
Friday, March 14, 2008 Hmm..guess it's been a month ++ since i've last updated my blog. Life's getting really hectic these days. Gotta work, school, family time and of coz some private moments with my bf. 24 hrs it's really not enough fir me, wouldn't it be so nice if there's 30hrs a day?! (LOL...quit dreaming =P)
Someone once told me, dun look back Jennifer, work hard for ur future & let's not let our tears to waste. If tat someone's reading my blog now... just wanna tell u, Yea i'm working real hard now... wad about u? I'm climbing steadily.. should say thanks to u, without u, i will never ever learn the word "independent". Of coz, life's never easy, especially mine... so many things changed in a split sec leaving me no time to adjust. I guess i'm like a abandoned dog on the street, given me home, love & warm bed.. now, just throw me out in the street to adapt & "be independent"! LOL.. glad tat i've made it, although i'm bruised, tortured & tasted the bitter & sweet of life...i'm proud to say, yes! I can walk on my own!
Used to hv a few good frens around me, sad to say.. due to my rotating shifts.. i've strayed away from all of my frens.. it's just my family, my snowy & of coz James.. my dear who is aways there (although sometimes not physically) for me to vent all my stress & anger on, eventhough he knows tat is not his fault at all. Really wanna say thanks so so much!
Definately.. good stuffs dun last long ya? God gave u something nice to hv a taste of it & he takes it away...telling u... "if u wan it back, strive hard for it!" Mom & dad going off for a business trip.. will be back maybe a mth's time? or even longer... i really dunno.. James stucked with his NS stuffs...not gonna be out for at least 6 mths ++... not contactable...no book out. Ha.. i'm really on my own now... gotta tell myself i will survive!
I'm gonna make it... no matter how long it takes.. how hard it's gonna be.. even i'll bleed to death... i'll walk my path with no regrets.. i hv faith in God... i know, every mistakes made = a lesson learnt! Someday... i'll definately find my way to happiness & peaceful life! =) I hv trust... !
I'll be missing my dear...so so much! I'll be here... waiting! till u're back.. den our life begin!
