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Wednesday, July 02, 2008 Life after life without Tyrant Jason ( Part 2)
Problems not solved yet... i felt like as though i'm not trying at all.. no solutions, this is the first time in my entire life, i'm stuck... without any plan C or D to back me up. it felt liek as though i'm not moving, not making any effort to find a solution... ha! ha! the biggest joke of all is... I HAVE NO SOLUTION?! Blank... empty.... zero! Going bonkers soon... laughing & joking, cheering everyone up in the day, screaming, crying, hiding in my bedroom at night... nv expect anyone to solve my probs or to cheer me up... just hope to see J's smile, hear his cheerful voice, sweet smses from him... but nil... nothing at all..
I admit defeat... pronounced dead in J's hands. I give up totally, he's important to me and i admit it. So much so that, his happiness, sadness and all his probs seems to be like my own... i just wan someone to understand me... its sufficient even if J's gonna keep quiet, all i need is just to lean my head on his shoulders.. he doesen't need to utter a word.. silent.. zip... i love to communicate with him using my heart.. "heart to heart talk"
Sometimes i wonder, if he ever caught me secretly staring at him... i'm just trying to capture a few more images of him & keep it in my mind.. coz after each meeting, i really have no idea when's the next time we're going to meet again... i'm afraid to ask him out... to deprive him from his own time & his feedom. Well... no point thinking so much now, i might not even get to see him anymore.... Jennifer's gonna solve her probs now... no one's gonna help you! Wake up!! Phone diverted... smses not replied... Jennifer's gonna be alone...
