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Monday, June 23, 2008 Life without Tyrant Jason (Day 2)
2nd nite...finally last nite of my shift.. working at a great place today but with no reception. =.=" Decided to start writing my blog now... coz today's gonna be a busy day after late morning. Changing hp number soon.. sick & tired of starhub.. reception really cannot make it ++++.... OMG! Gotta get a new line for my workplace to be like 24hrs standby?! Glad that Singtel is having a coperate promotion for NUH...getting a new line & of coz not missing the chance to get a new hp! Sad... budget's really low now... can't get any high end phones (like the LG and Samsung model) 2 really good touch screen hps. Anyway... i can continue to dream dream dream....
Just got my annual training performance review today... haiz! Didn't do well last yr... guess there goes my bonus for July. zzzz..... At least something cheered me up.. J smsed me.. didnt expected him to, as usual... his actions are always so unexpected type... i was so happy.... =) Finally i got to smile after that day... my first smile. Got to hear J's voice for awhile just now.. eventhough it's like for a few seconds.. it's sufficient i guess. Wanted more... but i was too greedy.. called him but he didn't pick up the call. Stopped redialling after 2 calls... the word "nuiscance" kept repeating & repeating over my mind.... don't wanna be 1 anymore... he fell asleep i guessed... it's been a long tiring day for him...
Going to visit James later... dunno wad he wanted to say, specially request for my visit the 2nd time. Really have no idea what to say to him later.... i'm like so blank rite now! Kept thinking of my own problems... i'm stressed enough.. mind's already fully occupied by J. Recently found this new song sang by Zhou Ding Wei - Yu gan, i think it's a very old song previously sang by Eason. It reflected exactly how i felt.. really nice song. Almost 500 songs in my iPod... kept listening to only 2 songs, Eason Chan's song (J just love listening to it) and Yu gan... it felt rather nice coz while listening to it.. it's like J's around me. Really miss him lots... dunno whether will it rain later on? Walking under the rain felt really good.. juz wanna be alone... listening to tat song with tat feeling of J's prescence around me.
Oh my... been writing this blog for quite sometime.. gotta stop now.. Sweet Dreams J.
