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Sunday, June 22, 2008 Life without Tyrant Jason (Day 1)
16 hours.. no smses, no calls... kept thinking when was the last time i saw J..? Don't understand, how come i can't remember anything? Just reached hm after night shift, didn't rest well yesterday & surprisingly i'm not tired now.... Last nite was a really good nite, only about a handful of patients, was glad that i managed to find my songs & updated my blog... few frens tried to talk to me, i felt bad coz 3/4 of the time i wasn't even listening to them... images of J kept flashing on my mind.. really miss him so much....
Started to rain @ 0630hrs during work.... everything seems so grey, so gloomy... is it because of the weather or it's me? Left my workplace, walking under the rain have never felt so good.. when rain drops kept dripping down my face, it merges with my tears.... can't tell that i'm crying. How i wish i could just fall ill, take some drowsy medications that could make me sleep...only in my dreams, i might get a chance to see J again.. wondering what is he doing now? Is he still coughing badly? Ate already? Back then, i will always ask him these few questions everyday... although he is so much more older then me... i'm still worried... concerned. Arghz! Jennifer get some sleep!! God! Have some mercy on me...
