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Monday, April 23, 2007
Well...he's gone.. no longer waiting for the promise. Dunno whether will we be able to meet up again.. fate really can make lovers go round & round the bush & at the end = no outcome. Sad.. confused or should i say i'm really disappointed? Felt cold and numbed, wondering why do i have to keep facing such terrible experiences? Haiz.. is it really so difficult? Dun dare to think abt it, keep walking forward... nv ever tot of turning my head around and think of the past. Hmm.. i still believed tat the "someone" will come... Focusing on how to live my life to the fullest... i wan every min of my life to be occupied. Difficult...almost impossible.. but i'm still striving hard to do it. Many things happened recently.. arguements, disappointments, stresses of life.. lifting my head up, trying to breathe!! I'm getting the hang of being independent, nv would i wanna live like the past anymore.... NEVER! Be happy~ Be strong~ tats wad i would tell myself everytime when noone's beside me.. i can do it! No matter wad it takes... Well... hopefully i can update more happy stuffs next time again.. i hope so~~~ Nitey... its late..& i m darn tired.

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at 2:04 AM

Monday, April 16, 2007
Well... today was the first day i started work after a long hospitalisation leave.. Everything turned out not too bad.. at least i m satisfied, not too busy... quite a nice shift eventhough there are alot of stand-by cases. Craps... the day hv to spoiled by childish, ungrateful ppl... dunno why i hv to be the 1 tat keeps forgiving & giving giving.... where mean & ungrateful immature bratz come take take take... OMG.. i m really really really....pissed! Boiling from head to toe.... ARGH! If its not for someone... i would never ever ever get involved in such ppl.... DAMN! Haiz... i really muz cool down... everyday like tis i 'm gonna get old soon with all the wrinkles.... yucks~

Miss him so so much... wanted him by my side so badly but i know its totally impossible.. Many a times my tears wanted to fall... i forced it back... coz i promised myself i would nv ever let myself to be so weak again.. i muz be strong & stand up! Even if i need to stand alone...so be it. He left me here alone to face everything myself.. so be it. Jennifer will make it... i know i will, no matter wad i nid to sacrifice, i will do it. Juz to show u i can do it~! Not for u .... but for me. Wadever it is... my answer will still be the same, i'll be waiting.

Life's so unpredictable... I wanna do it before i start to regret. By the time its gonna be too late...

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at 1:13 AM

Monday, April 09, 2007
Finally after such a long time managed to update my blog... thinking back those days my life was so bitter & all i hv was this blog to accompany me. But now, things r different, i realised no point keep living in the shadows of the past... wondering y muz i go through so much to realise this? I fell & hurt myself real deep... and now, this Jennifer has stood up with her own 2 feet. M i suppose to be glad? (I hope so??)

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at 10:35 PM