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Jay Chou!!! ~MuAcKs~
Thursday, September 27, 2007 Gosh.. things surrounding me are really moving fast.. relationships, friendships even families are being split-up everyday... Quite sad to say, these are the way things are gonna be even 20 centuries down the road. Recently 2 of my gd frens broke up with their bfs.. looking @ the way they are know reminds me of myself many months back.. tears, losing weight, the dark eye rings & feeling lost.. Haiz~ Felt so concerned, worried...wanted so much to tell them i'll be there for them juz like they were for me in the past.. As usual, i dunno how to console them, i'm not a very expressive person.
Today went KTV with my frens, i can feel tat she is not happy eventhough she's smiling most of the time. (is taurus ppl always like this?!) I asked whether wad kind of relationship she is hoping for.. her answer was "tian chang di jiu" (meaning long-term - forever type of relationsip). In this case, i found out tat we have different concepts of BGR. Wad she is looking for is "tian chang di jiu" & wad i want is "chen jing yong you" I treasure the moments tat we had more den wads the ending. I'm not sure y but it's juz me..~ I did some self reflection recently.. i do admit tat i may be childish, naive thinking & most of the time i will do stuffs tat really make my parent worry. I'm not sure y i hv such a serious attitude problem.. i felt tat all i want its juz the experience, i wanna live my life to the fullest.. no matter wad sacrifices, how hard the road's gonna be... I'll take it! At least.. when the day i close my eyes.. i can tell myself "Hey, i've tried it all, it's time to leave this world~"
Well, i dunno... maybe u guys thing i've not grown up yet.. i agree... but my concept stays for now.. i dunno abt the future (real stubborn character) o.O"
Spoken to "him" few days ago in msn & afew thru sms.. well, he's still the same.. our concept too differs... but 1 thing for sure.. i've let go~ (dunno whether it's a gd sign or not?) Tat kind of passion... no longer existed. It's juz the memories tat r on my mind rite now.. dunno hether he's happy or not..(he better be~ it's wad he's looking for by breaking up), if not all my sacrifices will be wasted!!!! ARGH! (kidding nah) >.< Anyway.. i've learnt to take things easy now... all thanks to my past experiences... i learnt many many things! Thanks alot all my exssssssssssssss!!! U guys shown me not only these stuffs...its the WORLD! KeKE... Gtgler... niteyppl~
