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Thursday, September 13, 2007 Life's kinda different now...
Within such short period of time so many things happened, my job, my life & my relationship was affected.. Lolz.. i dunno y but there's a lucky star tat is always up above looking after me. Yesterday had an arguement with my bf.. i sat silently at the place where we started our relationship. Staring at the sky asking whether will we meet again? Show me a sign, let me see him if we are meant to be together.. time passed to almost an hour later he appeared. My prince appeared, but not on a horse, not a car... but on a bicycle o.O. Haiz... at least we met, i could never forget the expressions on his face when he saw me.. tat kind of relief, happiness & longing to hug me look... Yesterday was a long nite, eventhough i spent only a few hrs there, it seems like hrs & hrs has passed.. spoken to afew of our frens & finally i'm back with my bf again.
Something tat one of my fren said brought me back to my past memories.. He asked my bf "Why do u wanna change?" The ans from my bf was fast " I wanna change for her" Tat's when i saw my past. I'm not changing for anyone but myself. He i walking the path tat i've walked in the past.. I agree, everyone made mistakes, it all depends on whether the other party wans to give the other party another chance or not. I'm dying for my last chance in the past, but i was not given..
6 mths... tat "someone" is still on my mind... thinking abt our past makes me wanna laugh & cry at the same time. For me, it dosen't matter whether are we gonna be back together again or not... he left, he took away everything, but there's something which he can never ever take away from me...Memories~ The memories of us will always be there... reminding me..giving me strength to carry on. It's ok if he dun return.. at least we once together, enjoying our moments.
Now we fly our separate ways, being loved by another... still wishing him all the best, hope he's got wad he wans.. happiness....
