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Jay Chou!!! ~MuAcKs~
Thursday, February 22, 2007 Well...Been & back from M'sia.. real hot weather + no hot water to bathe...-.- (water heater spoiled) Haiz...finally, fell ill~ Craps..till now still on & off feverish. Lucky special remedy from "his" mom...i felt better now~! (Thanks auntie!!) Ha..Ha..
Whoa..no really like myself nowadays.. dunno y? Is it the girls thingy again? Mood Swing? PMS? Dunno..can't really differentiate them anymore. Crappy feeling, felt like crying & crying & crying.. DuH! Is it really true tat Aquarius gals like to cry lots lots? Hmm...perhaps? Haiz...been a real loser for the past 2 months ++, guessed not only my frens and "He" is getting pissed... Me too!! Can't stand myself sometimes.. y fall in love & stuck myself in it so easily? Something is diferent about him...something is there which really attracts me.. made me wanna be with him so much! Achieved nothing much this time...only thing i m proud of myself is a found 2 new best frens which stayed by me..through all the sobbings, naggings and story tellings.. They r really a dear to me... so grateful to hv them by my side. 1 of them told me.. which i find it really true.. i m leaving in my own lies.. my world is full of lies... all lies tat i used to console myself.. i'm living in my own fantasy, setting traps & falling into it. Wad she said was darn true... i rather take it easy now, live & change for myself...after tat 2 yrs, if i'm back together with him, its a bonus for me! In this way, i believe i will treasure our relationship more & definately be so much more happier. Rather then changing for the sake of being with him and anticipating for tat 2 yrs. Yea... i guessed this will be the way... Take wads given to me as a bonus & not for granted. I loved it~! Muacks! Love ya words so much gal! I must heal...heal...heal...ASAP! Keke..b4 i start to rot! Hopefully....soon.... Welcome to the harsh & cold reality Jenn! BUT! I still believe.... although in this harsh world.. i shall be my own light, my warmer! =)
