My LoVe FoR U
~*~ Life's different... trying to view it in an optimistic way! ~*~
^_^ I REaChEd OuT My HaNds... WiLL AnYoNe HolD on To It TiGhT?? ^_^
"Wo Zhi Dao, ZoNg YoU Yi TiAn... HuI YoU ReN DoNg De ZhEn Xi~!"
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FaVoUrITe
Jay Chou!!! ~MuAcKs~
Was really down today... is it because of the mood swing or is it...because of him? Never would i wanna live in the past memories, felt lonely at times... Haiz.. keep having nightmares, when can i slp in peace? I'm frightened.. afterall i m a gal, nid someone to love & dote. After all these yrs, i gave all my time to my loved ones...not even single 1 felt grateful or treasured things tat r done. Yes, we had our happy moments... but wad's more happy den u can be beside someone u really loved? I nid air...breathe....breathe.... Jennifer breathe! Kept asking myself, how many times can i lie? Keep lying to myself : "Nah! u dun miss him, u dun nid him!" No...how much i wished tat he could sms me... even a simple 1 word or 1 sentence msg i would be satisfied. I'm clueless, filled with empty hopes... like signing on a blank cheque... can any1 understand the pain?! Been listening to many songs... my fav phrase from a song kept repeating in my mind... the song Ye Xu... I can only say now... Mei yi ye gu du de cheng shou, zhi ying wo cheng xu xia cheng nuo, jiu suan lei shui yan mo tian di, wo bu hui fang shou... Wo na me ai ni, ni zhen de yi dian gan dong dou mei you ma? Qing ni bu yao zai rang wo ku qi... bu yao zai rang wo nan guo le. ...
